poor me.

i want someone to write me a love letter.


the kind that gives me insight into who i really am.  the me that i can't see because i'm always too focused on my faults.  the kind that surprises me, makes me want to smile, cry and make love all at the same time.
i want to be dazzled. i want to be awed.


give me more.
i'll give you some more too, you know i'm awesome like that.












damn you black hockey jesus and your brilliant gloomy wordsmiting, bringing forth so many conflicting emotions and dangerous memories. i am addicted to pouring thru your past posts, the way you write about your family, your angst, your love of language, life & death. i bet you write amazing love letters.